I have so many things to say.
Do you ever feel like you have too much to say, so you say nothing?
Yep, that's me.
I want to write a cafeteria entry. ( the kitchen I work in is actually quite interesting, and more like a Food Court, than the old school cafe we remember from childhood)
What a mess that place has been, and so hard I have been working lately there.
I want to write about my Katie, and her Birthday. My Baby is 14!
She is not your typical teen. Oh, I should write pages about my Katie.
I want to give you a new update on my Hubby, he is no longer in Florida, he is home and looking for work.
I want to talk a bit about Trolls ( though maybe not the kind you think)
I want to talk about politics.
I have some stories that relate to things in the News, and I have some opinions about some stuff.
I have two stories I want to tell about teens and choices. Both relate to the abortion issue, one who had a choice, and one who didn't.
I want to talk about Cancer, and how it is taking so many I love.
I want to talk about some friends that I've negelected.
But, I'm just so tired.
I am so fucking tired.
I am agitated, and my neck hurts, and I've had a headache for 3 weeks. ( I think that's the neck)
I can't eat, unless I'm eating all the time.
I hate my job and everyday it gets worse, but I can't quit.
I don't sleep well, so all I think about is sleeping.
I need to connect to my family more, so of course I am hiding in games.
The rest of the world is easy to hide from.
I hide by playing games.
I'm around the net sometimes, on boards and blogs.
Most of you reading this don't even know that I've been hermitting lately.
But I am, in my own way.
I've stopped talking talking about me , what is going on here.
My Mom used to really hide when the Hermit Mood caught her.
She'd literally stay in bed for days, and not talk to anyone.
I don't have that luxury, or maybe I can't get that low, or maybe I'm not that selfish.
But I am hiding, in my own small way.
I have too much to say, about too many things, so I'll say nothing.
I'll post something useful here soon.
But lately I can't get introspective, and I have a headache, so writing anything that makes sense is out for me.
But I can say that, I love you all!
I am just being a bit of a hermit lately.
If you are reading this, I wish you Safe, I wish you Well.